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| so far i have gotten (this is only the things i am not going to return/donate and only what my parents didnt give me [except my hanukkah stuff] because i open my parents presents on new years): -nikon d60 camera
-telephoto lens
-barnes and noble gift card
-dc comics encyclopaedia
-itunes gift card
-shirt and jacket (these are technically my mothers but she doesnt like them so she gave them to me because they are borderline ridiculous and i am probably the only person in my family who would wear them)
-iCy (it's like an iDog only it's a penguin and it is really cute but also kind of annoying because i can't really figure out how to turn it off)
-rhinestone bracelet (i actually got this for myself but it was only a dollar)
-chain link red resin bracelet bangle thing
-joker longsleeve tshirt i feel kind of bad because my grandpa gets us all a bunch of really awful clothing that we will never wear ): i hope i can go to champaign this year, and i probably will but idk when or who i will see | | |
| things i require in a significant other:
-green eyes. seriously.
-they absolutely cannot be afraid of spiders, because i will need them to remove them from my presence.
-must be spontaneous and unwilling to tell me of surprises beforehand, because i will beg to know whats going to happen but then i dont really want to know.
-must be open-minded. do i really need to explain this one? i don't think so.
-must not want me to change things about myself.
-must like things like books and music. good books, good music.
-must have some sense of style.
-must not be too serious about life.
Edit:
wow, i can't believe i forgot this:
must have some small amount of sanity, and must not be a total asshole.
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| my life is so truly bizarre right now.
it feels weird that there are people i would have gone out with if i weren't single who are asking me out now when i'm taken. hooray.
and it reminds me that it's been ages since i had a girlfriend, i'm on a total boy binge.
i've lost 25-27 pounds since april and i like it. i have a bmi of 19 now which is on the low end of normal. but i've been dieting with white bread and sesame seeds which means i gained a couple cup sizes (34C --> 32D) while still losing a bunch of weight. i think if i hadnt used the bread and seeds i would have lost around 33-35 pounds instead, but it's not that much; apparently the average d-cup only weighs six pounds.
i think i'm actually happy about where i am at this point. my cat is sleeping on my knees, and she's really warm and so soft.
oh, i know a lot of what i'm getting for christmas. hooray and its really nice (:
and im watching the godfather hahah ive never actually seen this before its really weird
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| So I'm really hoping he doesn't have it; because cancer sucks. I'm nervous. I know he smokes a lot.
He's amazing, though, and I love him, so fucking much.
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| i don't know a lot about anything anymore
just that being loved feels ok
just that love feels ok
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